I don't know. I feel like I was supposed to be all...

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I'm watching old episodes of everwood. and omy god. there's so much going on in my brain now because of it.
1. Ephram, o dear Lord, was he full of the angst. That boy.
2. BABY JEREMY GILBERT. He's so cute adn cuddly and probably like fourteen or fifteen in this show. Steve McQueen, damn you were fine even back then; I wonder if I crushed on you then ( Read more... )

remember back when I was young how my favorite character was Alex becuase he was all dark and twisty... ( [here there be spoilers, y'all...and anger. lots of that.] )

Title: I don't want to think (I just want to sink)
Author: Lora Perry
Rating: R
Summary: "It’s them. It’s who they are. Satan and Evil Spawn. Broken hearts. The club of the misused and put away wet." Sort of AU. It's also the closest to smut I'll ever write.
Author's Note:  for waltzmatildah , over at fandomaid , who simply asked for either Alex/Addison or Alex/Izzie. She ( Read more... )

Title: Synapses (my kingdom awaits, they've forgiven my mistakes)
Author: Lora Perry
Rating: M for lots of cursing. I apologize.
Warnings: swearing. like, a lot. and un beta-ed. sorry
Parings:n/a
Summary: He tells Avery. Of all people he tells Avery. That his brother flipped. That he tried to kill thier sister. He tells Avery. Why the fuck?
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( She’s been having the same dream for the past week. Sleeping in uncomfortable chairs in waiting areas and hospital rooms, the same dream has been playing across her sleep like a movie that won’t go off the air. She’d be mad, or upset, or frightened by it but…it’s a good dream. )

 
( The first night it isn't that hard. )

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When Alex was 5, he ran all the way to the next door neighbor’s house. Ms. Johnson has laughed her old person laugh, and made cookies. He giggled with her, as she let him measure out the sugar for her gooey creations. When his father’s car rumpled into the driveway, shots of panic and fear ran across his young face. Ms. Johnson -God bless her- ( Read more... )

TITLE: Burning Sky
AUTHOR: Lora Perry
RATING: R, M
WARNING: Swearing. Lots of swearing. Did I mention swearing?
PARINGS: blink it, you’ll miss it Addison/Alex
DISCLAIMER: Don’t own! Don’t sue!
WORD COUNT: 2055
SUMMARY: Alex always got off so lucky. It was offseason, or his dad was unable to stand, or Meredith was really good at CPR. He’s wondering ( Read more... )